When fate betrays your heart Destiny leaves you no choice.
7:20 p.m. + 2006-01-18

this sucks. i didnt expect it to happen. i always complain about trng. and how much i dont want to go for it. and today, i went. i didnt train. cause i'm not supposed to. i'm supposed to 'train' the new batch of cgirls. and when i was looking at the bgirls train. i was like. gosh. i wanna train.

later, ms chua told me to go and play with the bgirls, like do some fielding n long hits. gosh. i was like 'i dont wanna hold that bat again. ever again'

i think i'm getting too emo. i nearly cried during trng again. when she told me to do the long hits and stuff.

GOD SAVE ME

last sat, i woke up at arnd 9am. and i kinda sat up on my bed. then i was like 'oh, i'm suppose to go for trng' then i went 'oh. actually, i'm not suppose to go'

kinda strange.

chapel on monday was pretty alright. teri led worship, debbie played the guitar and cheryl played the keyboard. eden and i did the singing. and vic! she did the powerpoint thingy.

now. i actually dont feel like gng for trng. cause it's just making me miserable.

i go for trngs on mon and weds with cgirls, instead being with the bgirls who train on weds n sat.

although i find it quite cool that the cgirls can only call me 'senior' and nothing else. haha.

if i'm not off the team, that what am i?

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cant stand people who pian xin.

tt's a chinese word, and i hope no one understands what it means.















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